I though I heard you

Standing in the rain,
With my face to the clouds,
I like to picture you here,
Right beside me.

Everytime we exchange those words,
I mean them more then you.
I stand here alone,
And she has what I want.
She has you.

Sitting the ground,
My eyes are damp,
And my heart wants to feel whole.
I imagine you here.

As I walk home,
It takes every inch of me
To not run to you.
I feel alone,
But I want to be whole.

Pacing on the cement
I know that now,
You have her.
And when I say those words,
I mean them then you could ever dream.
And I stand here thinking,
Of could be.

The sun won’t melt
This cold I feel.
I can’t go home,
I feel alone.
She has you,
But I need you.

I love you.

Standing in the rain
With my face to the clouds,
Their silent tears fall around us,
But we cant hear the pain
And we feel so alone.

I was told to tell the truth,
And I never lie,
When I say that I need you,
When I whisper I love you.
But you weren’t there,
You were with her.