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 is this all just an anesthetic for my mind? your words are beautiful but how am i to know if you mean what you say. your words lead my mind to ease then in the sorrow of the night fall i think back and try to imagine just what the tone your voice was in. this is growing up to fast but if that's what it takes then I'm down. I'm sick of this back breaking worry whipping at my heels, telling me it wont work screaming I'm gonna choke on every word i ever said. if there was one thing i could have i wish it reassurance, reassurance that we'll pull through because i cant imagine my life without you and at the moment every crack in our thoughts an

I wish you would say The words on your mind I’ll sit here I’ll listen I wish you’d let me in Just a little bit further And im not one to judge But it matters to me, That it mattered to you You made sure I knew, Made sure I knew. You run through my mind, And no im not crying If I were I’d wait, Until you couldn’t hear When I put down the phone, Maybe I’ll think About what I’m now in And im not one to judge But it matters to me, That I matter to you You made sure I knew, Made sure I knew. The snow tells a story, About my blank mind, If you think im thinking, You are so wrong. Not a wo

The sheets are cold tonight And im screaming at the mirror The person looking back, Is just some hollow shell Make me feel alive tonight I’ll close my eyes You make it right I’ll hold my breath Till you breath for me The world could change forever The snow is falling quietly And im hiding here alone again Break the wall, And I’d let you in. Make me feel alive tonight I’ll close my eyes You make it right Hold me close, And I’ll never go Its heaven in your arms Take my heart and make it whole Why can’t I control my soul God I could drown in your words Don’t leave me here, Broken and al

I have more then one to tell you But they all mean the same thing And then that one confession Could be thrown back at me Causing a spiral downfall There's a catastrophic battle Raging through my mind I feel like frightened child With no place to hide Just tell me one thing It's all I want to hear How do you feel? How do you really feel?

The stars are falling But im still dying All I want is you here To tell me im fine  I need you now I need you here I can’t stay strong Im falling down How can I laugh, When I can’t even smile I need you here now To take my hand And guide me through I need you here I need you now Im still falling down But cant go farther I see you there I feel you near Just hold me close And don’t let go Or I’ll fall deeper I’ll fall farther And never be there

Everytime I hear your voice I tremble And I know you're not thinking of me And I know that you could never see All these things I feel I still don’t know if it was all a dream Just some scene from a movie screen It felt so right It felt so good What do I think? Why wont you just take a chance And let me know what you see What you see in me And these things could be It’s too cold to go out And im stuck inside with all my thoughts Your racing through my mind And I just wanna see you tonight When im alone, you’re all I need When im scared, you're all I want I still can’t believe what you’ve do

If this lies deep inside And today’s not really here Ill reach inside my skin And tear apart my mind Things I do are nothing Nothings all we are Your face is made of rain Burnt out like this train Of                    thought. If my minds to far gone A smile makes me burn Who would rescue me And never mind the end? Never say good-bye It’s always your good lie Nothings all we are Raging through your mind Never mind the start Never mind the end The middles where I am Chasing all we are Never mind the start Never mind the end The middles where we are Chasing all we are

You’re the war I cant win The decision I cant make This is driving me mad And im going insane Again and again Thoughts of you rage through my head Your touch, your kiss, The words you’ve said Through my head I love your voice, The way it sounds I hate these things, These things I feel. It twists my stomach, To think I love you, I think I love you Again and again Thoughts of you swim through my head Your lips, your smile, The way you feel Again and again I love your touch It drives me mad I hate how you Could shape my world To think I love you Again and again, You rage through my mind Your touch, your